Bear Lake Journeys Blog

Experience a lifetime spiritual journey, backpacking to the same lakes for almost 50 years.

1980 (1) – Finding the Right Way

“You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body    love what it loves. Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you…

Seed Interlude

“A seed’s a star; a star’s a seed.” — Stevie Wonder Consider the seed.  Nature’s full potential resting in perfect form: a self-contained miracle of creation.  A seed contains all of the genetic programming necessary to direct its development towards an exact reproduction of its parent plant.  Its astonishing potential…

1978 (4) – The Mistakes That Don’t Kill Us

“Things work out best for those who make the best of how things work out.” — John Wooden As the late afternoon put a gray lid on the Little Bear Lake basin, we were contemplating the unappetizing contents of our saggy, baggy backpacks.  The first spatters of raindrops dampened our…

1978 (3) – Defending Our Territory

“True freedom comes from helping yourself and others to improve their lives; not from rivalry or jealous conquest.”   — Landis The next morning, we were ready to explore Little Bear Lake properly, to make up for our late arrival the day before.  A well-worn path ran through our campsite,…

1978 (2) – A Dubious Conquest

“If we surrendered to the earth’s intelligence, we could rise up rooted, like trees.”   — Rainer Maria Rilke When I first laid eyes on Little Bear Lake, it was a bird’s eye view from heaven.  It was about a third the size of Big Bear, and much darker blue-green…

1978 (1) – Keep On Truckin’

“In the mountains, you are sometimes invited, sometimes tolerated, and sometimes told to go home.” — Fred Beckey Going back to Big Bear Lake was never really on my mind again until I reached High School.  My parents had gone through a messy divorce, and we had other things to…

Human Interlude

(Image Above) Map Showing the Distribution of the Indian Tribes of California (detail, annotated), U.S. Dept. of the Interior, 1877 “All life is sacred.  We come into Life as sacred beings.When we abuse the sacredness of Life we affect all Creation.” — Chief Arvol Looking Horse The Wintun Nation The…

1973 (3) – An Everlasting Impression

“The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes.” — Marcel Proust “There has to be a lake up here somewhere,” I squeaked to Judy between short gasps on the trail, trying unsuccessfully to suppress the now-insistent whine in my voice. “Dad’s up…

1973 (2) – By the Will of G.O.D.

“If we could but see the miracleof a single flower clearly,our whole life would change.” — Buddha The trailhead began off the Bear Creek Loop a few miles north of our campground, where Bear Creek flows into the Trinity River.  So it was get up, wash up, pack up, keep…

1973 (1) – A Seed Falls On Good Ground

“Every act of suffering, no matter how small or agonizingly great, is a test of love in some way.” — Gregory David Roberts The first time I saw Big Bear Lake, I was not quite 12 years old, and angry with my father.  Brooding resentment dominated my feeling at the…

Introduction – The Touchstone of All That Is

How can the outside be inside?      I have found my center of the Universe.  My touchstone for all that is eternally real.  For you, there may be a different place, or a memory, or a feeling.  For me, the nexus of the timeless exists in the Trinity Alps of…